Fibromyalgia

A Plan for Getting Better: The Fibro Manual

Taking a few blog minutes to assess my health today. I’ve got a follow-up appointment with my PCP tomorrow morning, and I started reading The Fibro Manual: A Complete Fibromyalgia Treatment Guide for You and Your Doctor earlier in the week. (It has been a huge help so far. Thanks to my friend Jeff for sending it my way.)

I’ve been off the Gabapentin for a few days now, and am feeling much better. And by much better, I mean I feel as shitty as I did before the drug, but not as shitty as I felt while taking it or for the first 48 hours after quitting it. In hindsight, I’m realizing that the drug made me pretty irritable. It also increased my pain and tortured me in my sleep, so I guess the irritability was kind of a foregone conclusion.

I’m both mad at myself for taking it (knowing I’m super sensitive to medicine) but also proud of myself for being willing to try it and trusting myself to know that it was not for me and quitting it before it wreaked more havoc on my body and mind.

Sleep

So, back to that book. It has been very helpful—more helpful than any of my doctors—in showing me why my body is doing what it’s doing. I believe that’s because it’s written by a doctor who has fibro and has made understanding it and treating it her whole career.

It’s taught me to break down the management of the condition into ordered steps, giving me a plan (I love a good plan; I’m a planner, baby). My first focus is restoring my body’s ability to “rest and digest” by getting better sleep. Because my stress response is always on, I have to accept that I can’t get restorative sleep without medication. I have to make it happen.

The author gives a chart for meds and supplements to aid with relaxation and deep sleep. Gabapentin is on it, as it turns out, but that’s a no-go for me. Fortunately, things I already take are on it: medical marijuana and nortriptyline. I have already discovered my magic combo for sleeping well: 10 mg nortriptyline (originally prescribed for my IBS, so BONUS!) and 1/4 of a medical cannabis gummy before bed (which also reduces my anxiety and pain).

Once I’m getting consistent sleep, I’ll be ready to move on to the next step of the treatment plan.

Magnesium

I have been encouraged by friends to soak in Epsom salts (magnesium sulfate) to help alleviate soreness and neuropathy, particularly in my feet and legs. So on Monday I took a bath and dumped in about a cup and half of Dr Teal’s foot soak. Turns out we had some stashed in the back of the linen closet.

It settled the nerves in my legs by like a bajillion times, plus the warm water soak made it possible for me to stretch out my hamstrings. However, I couldn’t get myself out of the bathtub. Combine perpetually weak muscles with heat and relaxation and you get bones wrapped in unset Jell-O. Dan and I devised a plan to get me out, but not before I started panicking that I was stuck in the tub forever.

Dr. Liptan, the author of the book, said some of her patients found transdermal magnesium lotions and oils gave them relief from restless legs when they applied it at bedtime. (Another part of getting good sleep is treating the things that keep us fibromyalgia patients awake. Things like RLS.)  I don’t have any transdermal magnesium yet, but I plan to give this magnesium lotion a try. I doubt it will be as effective as the warm bath, but until I can safely get in and out of the tub it seems like it’s worth a try.

Outlook

Overall, I’m feeling positive about the future and even imagining a time where I am slightly less disabled than I am now. Hopefully, I can get my doctor on board with the book’s plan tomorrow. But even if I can’t, I don’t feel like I’m completely dependent on her for my treatment and care.

It’s going to be trial and error. I know that. But I feel way less overwhelmed by the complexity of my condition. That alone helps me sleep better at night.

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